Crushing Blow

I seriously just need to vent. I feel like an idiot but I still just wanna cry. I randomly look at houses online and found one that I have walked by everyday. It is literally down the street. And as many of you know, this is my dream area to live in. I was so excited I called about it and even got to look at it tonight. I was expecting a dump but instead saw a very livable fixer upper. The house sitter (an old man) walked us around and I was surprised by how roomy and well layed out it was. It had a small basement for storage and an add on with a huge laundry room. We make it to the back yard that was large. All fenced in. It even had a large shed in the back that already had electricity. The side of the house had enough room to add a driveway (which is not too common in SL). When Dennis (the old man) was explaining how we were the 6th couple to walk through the house today I realized it couldn't happen. They have offers waiting and are holding off till Thursday. I started breaking down but held back my sniffles. When we got outside to the car I let loose and cried. It was the best house and location so far. Man, it was such a good deal. I don't think we really deserve it either way. It makes me angry b/c I feel like no one would understand. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.